Howdy folks! How are we all doing this morning?
I am knackered! I didn’t sleep until about 2am, but thankfully I’ve got a later shift today, starting at 8am and not 5am. I don’t feel too drained at the moment, but I think give it a few hours and then we’ll see.
One thing I did notice as I was trying to sleep was that I wasn’t tormented but anxiety and so on. Normally when I can’t sleep it’s like my greatest hits of self-hatred playing on IMAX, last night there wasn’t much of that, if any. I’m sitting here trying to think of anything that tormented me as I tossed and turned trying to find a comfy position to aid in my attempts to nod off. I can’t even recall much of what I did think about while trying to sleep. I think I was just baffled by the lack of that prick of an internal monologue that’s ruled me for most of my life.
Right, I’m gonna go into work. 8-14 is an unusual shift for me but I’m looking forward to it.
I hope you all have an amazing day and I’ll check back in later.
